It's another Friday.
Today gonna be a 'long' day, cuz i'll be out after school.

Damn tired recently.
Walked too much.
All because of someone. lol.

oh nice one.
I can feel my self-protection mode being switched on again.

How?

Start of another new week.
I realise I have been sleeping a hell lot lately.
Shall do something to stop it.
It's giving me massive headaches.

Time is running out.
I need to get my money back.
NEED.

Life still goes on, even if it sucks to the core.

Strong family ties.
What is that?

hah.

Yesterday was a busy day.
Busy meeting people day.

Met Xie laoshi at Tiong Bahru at 1pm for lunch.
We went to this chinese restaurant that is kinda similar to Ding Tai Fung at Bugis Junction.
Food's ok ok.
I think Ding Tai Fung is nicer.

Then met Peicheng after the lunch.
I'm so lucky to catch him after his exams. lol.
We went to the Coffee Bean at Iluma to chit chat talk talk shake leg.
He's good enough to accompany me till 5pm when he had some stuff to do.
hah.
I realise i seldom praise him.

Went to school after that.
Gotten my exams result.
Not that bad but still, can be better.

Met Janson after school and we went to this HK cafe at East Coast for dinner.

And here i am, at 11++am, just woke up, feeling damn tired.
lol.

All that i can do now, is to close this door.
This particular door that has been opening and closing and opening for the past 5 years.
Maybe like what Kevin says,
find a padlock that's strong enough.
But does it help?
Is it even the right thing to do?

Lunch with Xie Laoshi has been changed to Friday.
@ 12nn.
And my lesson's at 7pm.
Don't know what i can do in between. hah.

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Any erhu and strings player out there? o.0

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I've never saved any smses in my phone before, but i saved yours.
And you will have no idea about it.

笨笨好可爱。

Reminder to self: Lunch with Xie laoshi on Thursday.

My memory is failing on me.
hah.

Sometimes, i just hated myself so damn much.
but putting the hatred aside, i kinda love myself too.

And i realise, that i've been missing out alot when i went missing the other time.
Maybe my existence ain't that significant afterall.
Haa.

Went out with Kevin to CDC, then off to Chong Pang to eat.
We're there in the afternoon and yea, the nice stalls are not open yet.
But the stuff we ate were good too.

Then we cabbed down to Katong Shopping Centre for karaoke with Janson.
Ok la.
That's about it.
Slacked all the way till 11+ then we went back home.

Tiredness.

I know i shouldn't be feeling so, but i just can't help it. damn me. shoot me pls.

A short post before i go out.
Went out with Kevin and his friends yesterday night to Brewerkz then to a pub in Boat Quay.
I din't really drink much.
Suddenly feel so sick of alcohol.
But but, that's yesterday.
Today's today, if you get what i mean.

Have a nice day peepo.

Completed both novels above.
And i'm going to the library later for more; that is, if i'm not feeling lazy to move.
Haa.
Don't blame me for feeling so.
I'm really worn out with all the sleepless night.

Most likely will be meeting Kevin and his friends in the evening.
And most likely we'll be going for a small drink.

So happy for Jon.
At least he has the courage to go back to SP and complete his diploma.
Something that i lack so much.

I'm feeling so tired.

10 April 2010, oh we went drinking again.
Too bad no group shot this time round.

Ngee Ann-ians.

Had been having sleepless nights these few days, and it's torturing me big time.
No good no good.

Anyway, did i mention that school has started?
Yea.
Time to work hard again.
Few more months and I'm done with my studies.

The emo bug kicks in again.
=(

Doing some research for the M'sia trip in Aug / Sept 2010.

Most likely it'll be Singapore - KL - Melaka - Singapore.
As for how many days and nights, i'm not sure yet.

Below's some places that i think are interesting.

Places to visit in KL
1. Chinatown
- Central Market
- Petaling Street Market
2. Batu Caves
Opening Hours: Daily, 06:00 - 21:00
Address: Batu Caves, Sri Subramaniam Temple, Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.
Tel: +603-2287-9422
How to get there:: 13km north of Kuala Lumpur How to get there: Take Intrakota bus No 11D from the Central Market or the Cityliner bus No 69 at Jalan Pudu to get to Batu Caves. Taxis are also available anywhere around city.
3. KLCC

Places to visit in Melaka
1. Jonker Street
2. Melaka River
3. Hang Tuah Mausoleum

I still have to go find out about their location and related fees or whatever.
Hah. I'm so inexperience in planning overseas trip. =S
Still gotta find accomodation, transportation and their costs.

Really a lot of things to find out. hah.

偽善者である。
disgusted.
You're not fit to use the word 'love'.
It's no wonder that nobody believes you.

Weekend is coming.
Chase that stupid mood away.

I want, i want, i want,
I want alcohol.
=(